I'm not sure what it is. Something is nagging me. I feel it in my stomach. It affects my mood. What is it?
I don't have a clue. I just know that I feel it. Something should be clicking, falling into place. But it's not.
Sometimes I feel like I have Internet induced A.D.D. But I know that the Internet is just my excuse. I come back to the computer each time I don't want to face what I am trying to do. Each time I think something will be challenging. The computer is my scapegoat.
What is it I am avoiding?
What is missing?
Wondering and Yearning,